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doesn't matter im just a fat failure anyway

This sounds like something I would have said from the time I was 9 until I was 17. Interestingly, within the following 12 months I lost over 80 pounds and grew four inches taller. My life changed rather dramatically after that.

I now have a beautiful wife, two wonderful children (with another due soon), a job that I love, and an incredible home. Give God time to work in your life and you will find happiness.

Just remember:

1. Practice makes better, not perfect.
2. The geeks and fat kids in high school marry the hotties as adults.
3. Don't wait for your life to get better. Make it better.
4. The nice things your family and friends say about you really are true, even though you may think they are just saying it to be nice.
5. The mean things others say about are either not true, or are things that you can change.

Matt left our swiss game. I was up 3-0 at the time of his departure.

doesn't matter im just a fat failure anyway

Actually I think it does matter.  Having your opponent quit on you in a game is frustrating and is poor sportsmanship on the part of the player who quits.  I seem to have seen multiple posts recently about cg25 dropping out of games, and if that is a trend, then it could have a negative overall impact on ROOT.  Therefore it does matter.  It's not all about one person and their perceived low opinion of themselves.

yeah im sorry and im not proud of it im just extremely overwhelmed right now in trying to be an expert at this game and experts don't fall behind 3-0 in the first 4 turns just doesn't happen so i apologize and im trying to take a small time out aka not doing january and hopefully ill feel better when february rolls around.

as a matter of fact this is when it usually happens to me aka.. bad draw. ugh

Defeated RTSManiac in a bonus, 5-3.

Lost a bonus to RTSManiac, 5-3.

Lost my challenge to Red 1-5.

Was blessed with a win in Alex's challenge game 5-3.