well for one thing the fact that im 10-18-1 on a nats lvl which means im a total scrub and don't belong here other then thats its complicated and i'm not sure how to word it right now this is not something i wanna do but its how beginning to feel in this game like ill never get better and nobody will care till i do im nothing in this game
Every time I go down south for Bryon's tournaments, I never expect to place. I am happy if I win one game. At natz 2009, the greatest time I had was during booster draft where I on;y had three heroes in my entire deck. The last two games at the lowest two tables were the best
. My record was 2-11-1. I only play for fun and I make sure anyone who goes down south with me knows not to expect to place (especially since the Wolfe pack devours us all the time
). I make sure they know that we are going to have fun and play with other people besides our small group. I was excited when I took 1st the first time I played T2 (so was everyone else besides Kurt
) and second at Regional this past season but I still focus on having fun and love it when it's a good game (even when I end up losing).
Basically, play to have fun and don't play to win. If I lived closer to Bryon, I would also make decks with fun ideas that will probably never place (e.g. my pre-Di Herod deck that is fun to play but will get eaten against speed).
As for the boards...yea, it can get annoying sometimes but such is life. There are always going to be things that get on your nerves but you like got to live with it and not let them get to you. I'm glad you're staying
